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A Truth Telling...4/28/2023 On Transformation
and immediately start our transition from non-existence into form, from cells into tissues, to organs and systems into a body. We swim in the watery womb until the environment that has resourced our growth turns into tight confinement and birthing must happen. Suddenly we are in a vast expanse. Our first breath floods us with a whole new element and triggers a cascade of inner reactions that transition us into a new form. Throughout life there is ceaseless movement, many state changes occurring within each hour lived. Sometimes the shifts are subtle, hidden or so comfortable that we trick ourselves into believing we have reached a balance point or stability that will stay in place now. "I'm better now, I've cleared that now, the work is complete and my new self has landed" (Bhaahahahahhhaaha!!) As we develop in awareness and sensitivity the transformational states can appear to be even more frequent and deeply uncomfortable. When experienced through a lens of tension or resistance we tear through sheaths, crack out of bone-sturdy barriers and now there is no hiding from the rawness of our very own growth. When we feel depleted or under-resourced all of this can be leave us feeling either underwhelmed or overwhelmed - either way it can be tricky to fully embrace and enjoy our lives. So, before all of this gets super depressing! How might we handle the truth that we are in a perpetual state of transition and sometimes that can be rough? For me just acknowledging the truth of it helps, it supports me in being kind to myself (and everyone else). It also helps to acknowledge that there are sweet moments too. In ease, rest, play, laughter and pleasure, growth is happening. We are even shape-shifting in our sleep and isn't that a beautiful thought! "I'm going to bed now so I nail my own evolutionary growth!" Pun thoroughly intended as not only in sleep but also in pleasure (self or with other; sexual, sensual or other) we are transforming. There is power in pleasure states, not only to soothe and soften our growing pains, but also to support the movement of life-force energy as Eros. Doorways ThroughA term often misunderstood as only pertaining to sexual erotica, I believe Eros to be so much more. I look out into my springtime garden and feel in my heart that Eros is GREEN - at least it is right now. It is fundamentally the energy that both causes and resources our growth. From conception of form in the womb, the whole way through to the conception of "beyond states"; when our matter returns to earth and consciousness is set free from the constraints of our physical body. Eros is enabling our whole journey.
Slow full and connected breaths through my nose offer the gentlest activation of the nervous system which in turn, makes sensation more available to me... Sweetly, sensuously. I adore these soft, slow doorways in, my psyche opens as well as my body and now is when sensual touch can REALLY expand arousal of the sex and heart centres to receive a honey-rich river of ecstatic Eros to wash through.
but rather it encourages the raising of awareness of the energies that are already part of our innate resourcing system. An energy raised with intention and awareness can become a source of healing, a creative force to support manifestation, and of course, a rich field in which we can access knowings and visions of who we have been, who we are now during our becoming, who we are transforming into being. In and Through to You.Some of the offerings I share in my one-to-one and group sessions align beautifully with the doorways I describe above. These doorways into and through any life-challenge are particularly useful at times when it feels like an old way of being has died, but a new way has yet to be revealed. These are often our most painful transitions as they require us to put our trust in something unknown (which can create fear and anxiety in a system conditioned to "know first, act second"). And this whilst traversing any grief, depression, resentment that can emerge following any loss of self, or loss of relationships and circumstances that once provided clear knowing and a degree of safety. If you feel that you would like to access some supportive ways through testing times please consider receiving the following sessions. They can either be received whilst life is cosy, growth then being supported within an environment of ease and joy. Or if you are already in discomfort, these sessions can first support by soothing and then, by harvesting and directing the raised energy to help the transformation occur within a more resourced system. Every doorway in essence leads to a clearer sense of you:
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